This two days fall sick, friday work half day 就 go home from work. Sat go work 'RV' lucky 好很多if not i cant imagine how am i going to work but otw home my flu come back find me, 好辛苦哦。

Today work 'RV' wedding function, 32table, got 好也有坏 and oso irritating haha。

好的 - We each have 2 table to look after and both table of my guest 都好自动。Just imagine maybe im not the first 1 to serve the food but im the first 1 to clear the dish after they finish. They ate so fast and once they finish they know i want to clear they will all pass to me the plate instead of i go around to collect.

怀的 - Gwen table is just next to me. Dun know is madeline never teach or she forgot everything. Someone ever told me she is ok but 每有心做 it true lor. To work banquet sometime you must 'monkey see monkey do' espacially if you are new, she no de lor must say than she do, ah sian. when my guest sited on one of the table i go to the bar counter to get them drink, than when im back i saw the other of my table guest sited oso and she just 'tay siao tay gong' never see and stand there gong gong do nothing dun know see wat. Wa i tell you, i really feel like going over and tell her if you dun be helpful no 1 will come help you oso de lor!
Today really lucky my guest all very good so i can help her alot, if not me 都很 busy i cant help her at all de lor 到时就 really 是自己保重 de lor. My 天使 sick today :( , so Ranjit ask him to do the sound system. Normally he do runner he will help me on my table,帮到 sometime i even feel like i have nothing to do 哈哈.

Irritating - When the guest left, all of us clean and keep the table. When about to finish some of them was talking and playing. I saw shanka picking up plastic egg on the floor which the bride and groom give away as souvenir. So i walk over and ask wat that inside and he told me is chocolate inside. At the moment he finish his sentance an egg from my back hit my head i was than shouted Ouchh.. when i turn over everybody start to laugh 'very loud somemore' make me feel so paisei/shy and the gal walk over and keep say sorry. Hmm shanka should thanks me alot because i help him block the egg from hit him haha.

Im getting more and more to love working at RV. They are all friendly, cute, sweet and Playful haha.

Very tired today, friday meet friend talk till 3am than sleep next day 830am wake up gO work till now just reach home. Me work till 2pm go home bath than go out again to RV work part time. I intro a friend to work, we meet at 5pm at cityhall but she was late. 545pm than she reach, end up because of HER we got to take cab and it cos $8.60 I pay! I tot we meet 5pm can slowly take bus, change our clothes than go eat cos in the morning she say wanna eat there, so because she say so afternoon i only ate a Macdonald SMALL fries. I was hungry, tired and 'sian half' cos haven start work 30% of my salary fly le.

At RV if you bring friend in normally Ranjit(Manager) will ask the person to train. So i tot i will be training my friend, when rollcall ranjit announce for table incharge Madeline(colleague) will guide Gwen(my friend)i was stun 跟 stun 的是 i incharge VIP. i feel so stress lor maybe first time ba lucky allan and my baobei didi come help me if not i think i will scare till faint haha.

"09Jan Sat, he on the phone say 了好多东西。He also say; he with the bitch(April Lim)没什么的. So the next day Sun i sms him, want him to post online that he will be with me after one year but he did not reply."

Yesterday after work i call him, he never pick up so i left a call back msg to him. 10min later he call back i was so happy because i tot he was avoiding my call.
I asked/said that he still own me an answer of to be Single for a year. He said he dun want to talk about relationship and i asked 'do you thing is gong ping to me'? He admitted to me he still with the bitch but you all guess how he text to me.
(Ya i with her, are you happy my ans / why everytime me and her got problem you will ask me all this, you know i very fan already / I say le, now we just be friend dun ask me about all my things. If you want wait for next year).

窗外的天气
就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清

离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃

I think i really should learn to give up.

被爱是幸福的，爱一个人真的好心苦也会受伤。
不知道为什么 I went in to his facebook again. Looking at his relationship status, my heart start to turn sour. Im thinking could it be because he had no time to update or forgotten to update?
我真的好想相信你，我也希望你说的都是真的。

I started this blog because i hope i can keep my relationship sadness a secret from today onwards.

I have three close friend that I dare to say and cry infront of them on this relationship. If they did not approach me, 'wo bu gan xiang' how were me now. Dun know why on relationship I always keep it to myself, the way for me to 'Fa Xie' is to go drink, smoke and cry.

I really happy and Appreciate to know them as they really help me alot to stand up. But because they know Kennedy Zheng (my Ex), they only hear my conclusion. I felt bad and sorry cos is not fare for him.