Sometime really feel that god 好像在 play me on my relationship. 是我上被子 own de ma? When I found someone I love there is always a problem, 不是 old, play 就是 married or in a relationship de. Still remember last time I ever say, I wont step in a relationship with someone who is married, in a relationship or age smaller than me. It seem like I have break what I had said. I really regret, regret to break this as I really feel very bad that what I have done. I dun know what am I doing now seriously. Really feel tried, 好想 leave this place and go somewhere far. I hate everything here and I even start to hate myself now!

‘Love someone have no reason’ Ya, I agree with it. No matter how or even you know you will get hurt you won’t border.